The Flaws In Your Fiction: Short Play

This is a short play I put together for The Fancy Pants Gayla in Kalamazoo Michigan but unfortunately the group never got around to putting the festival on because of financial issues. I thought I would share it here as a reference.


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RAW Fanthology: Inverno Comic Script

My partner and I wrote a script for a Hannibal fan comic anthology that was accepted back in November. The final copy is set to be released soon so I'm posting my script here for reference.

Inverno (Winter)
RAW Anthology Entry
Will is laying in his bed in his home in Wolftrap. His bed is surrounded by rotting flowers as he lays dreaming
HANNIBAL (QUOTE)
"With all my knowledge, I could never predict you Will. I can whisper to the chrysalis, but what emerges is beyond me."

Will awakes in his bed. Everything is covered in rotting flowers and moths.
WILL (NARRATED)
I sit stagnate in this world
It is snowing silently outside. Hannibal's notebook and pen are still resting on the edge of his bed where he left it the night before.
WILL (NARRATED)
Silently watching our decadence and glamour rot away in your absence.
Will looks up across the room. A large door is now resting in the place where his fire place once was.
WILL (NARRATED)
What a fool I was to think I could strip myself of you so easily.
Flash forward to Will visiting Abigail's grave.
WILL (NARRATED)
We've taken so much from each other.
Will is sitting in his house against the wall. He is drinking from a bottle of whiskey surrounded by his dogs.
WILL (NARRATED)
My head is filled with empty rooms and closed doors.
He looks drunkenly across at the door.
WILL (NARRATED)
But yours won't shut.
It's fall  and Will is walking through the woods with his dogs.
WILL (NARRATED)
As my world begins to change
He meets Molly in the woods.
WILL (NARRATED)
The loneliness fades.
 Molly and Will embrace in their new home and a ring is visible on Will’s hand.

WILL (NARRATED)
It becomes bearable.
As he hugs her he is staring across the room. Down the hallway is the same door, the light shining through the small crack.
WILL (NARRATED)
But she isn't you.
Will is sitting in his hotel room surrounded by crime scene photos from the most recent murder in the Tooth Fairy case. A glass of whiskey is on the table and he appears frustrated.
WILL (NARRATED)
I can't escape this life, no matter how much I change it.
Will looks away from the photos and across the room where the large door to him and Hannibal’s shared mind palace resides.
WILL (NARRATED)
You refuse to be erased.
He gets up and approaches it.
WILL (NARRATED)
You refuse to rot.
Will reaches his hand out to grab the handle and push it open. The light floods over him.
WILL (NARRATED)
And I refuse to forget.
Various flashes of Will’s past with Hannibal are shown. They show his most intimate moments such as when they first meet, Will being locked in jail and staring at Hannibal, the stabbing, the meeting at the museum.
WILL (NARRATED)
From the moment we first met I was drawn to you. As my world became blacker, you led me in to rooms in my mind I had been too afraid to open.
Will is seated at Mason’s table, his mouth red with blood from biting Cordell’s cheek.
WILL (NARRATED)
I became your monster.
His lips turn up in to a smile.
WILL (NARRATED)
And you changed me.
Fast-forward to Will covered in blood, standing in the moonlight. He smiles up at Hannibal.
WILL (NARRATED)
For the better.
Will intimately embraces him.
WILL (NARRATED)
This strange love
They fall off the edge of the cliff.
WILL (NARRATED)
These feelings
As Will hits the water he loses Hannibal.
WILL (NARRATED)
They weigh me down
Opening his eyes he looks up through the dark water.
WILL (NARRATED)
They fill my lungs with decay
He reaches out to him after a moment of hesitation.
WILL (NARRATED)
But with you
Hannibal grabs his hand.
WILL (NARRATED)
Everything becomes clearer
Will pulls him in to a kiss.
WILL (NARRATED)
And together
They sink in to the open door to their linked mind palace.
WILL (NARRATED)
We will rot away
The door snaps shut beneath the water.
WILL (NARRATED)
Behind closed doors.

Blackness.

WILL (NARRATED)

                                      This is our design.

What To Do When Your Favorite Show Goes Stale: A Reflection On Supernatural

What To Do When Your Favorite Show Goes Stale: A Reflection On Supernatural


(Image take from http://tvline.com/2015/07/14/supernatural-season-11-spoilers-impala-episode-flashbacks/)

Last month I found myself seated in my living room after a long day of work. My four roomies were spread out amongst the house, one in her bedroom, the other on her laptop, and my girlfriend sketching beside me. Tired and still clad in my work clothes, I decided to switch things up from my usual Netflix browsing and tune in to the midseason finale of a show I had stopped watching earlier that year. 

The air in the room took a sudden change once the channel was set and the controller was put down. We had missed a lot over the last few months but even as the events played out on screen it was easy to catch on to what had already happened throughout the season. No longer were the three of us captivated by overwhelming anticipation as the characters we had once loved interacted on screen. Instead, it was almost painful. The writing was bland, the dialogue were boring, the show was only a shadow of what it had once been. Even as the episode came to an overwhelming cliffhanger I found myself aching with awkwardness. The emotional investment I had once held for this characters was gone and the feeling was bittersweet. 

“This show should have ended after season five,” my friend would say later. She wasn’t wrong.

Yes, I’m talking about Supernatural. 

In the fast moving world of Hollywood and entertainment we find ourselves in a new world of instant streaming, digital downloads, premium channels, and cable. With so much new content coming out on so many different platforms it’s easy to find ourselves overwhelmed with things to binge watch or tune in to. Due to this demand, some shows are met with cancellation far too early and others are kept alive by the skin of their teeth. Or for Supernatural, its fans. 

As an avid lover of film and TV I’ve been through my share of phases. My first obsession was Sailor Moon at the age of seven, followed by Harry Potter, Lord of The Rings, Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler), Sherlock, and finally I found myself sitting down with the first episode of Supernatural. I was easily captivated from the start and as I caught up to the shows seventh season I began to noticed a serious change of tone, cinematography, and writing style as the seasons flew by. 

But what did I care? It was new. It was fresh. To me this was just one more thing I could throw myself in to and experience. But just like any obsession that new fresh feeling began to fade away with time until I found myself questioning the flaws in the show that were screaming me in the face. 

When was it going to end? When was I going to feel that bittersweet feeling of completion that so many other things had given me? 

When were Dean and Sam going to catch a damn break? 

Instead of seeing a potential end to the series I noticed a rise in content. Hot Topic became flooded with merchandise that I would have wasted all my money on if it had come out two years earlier. It was like an ex that sensed an oncoming breakup and was set on keeping me in their arms by any means possible. The internet was divided in half as fans continued to edge on the run of the show with praise and support while the other half was eager to see the story end. But money is money and as long as the show runners are seeing a steady stream of dedicated viewers and a rise in profits, things can go on for as long as the audience wants it to. 

But with such a divide, how long could things actually run? 

Forever, apparently. 

Supernatural hasn’t been the only show subject to criticism of a never ending run. Buffy The Vampire Slayer continued on for seven seasons before the network pulled the plug on a series that hardly resembled where it had once started. True Blood became a strong running HBO show only to leave fans scratching their heads after the sixth and seventh season (what kind of ending was that?) When you feel like your show is long overdue to come to a close it can leave a viewer feeling conflicted. Do you still tune in? Do you keep your loyalty? Do you defend or do you criticize? 

1. Be Respectful

People are discovering shows every day. For some people, they might have just come across the show and are very invested in it. I know I came upon Supernatural when the seventh season was wrapping up and couldn’t have been more pleased with it during my first viewing despite what others were saying. Share your opinion but be open minded to how others feel about the show in question. Remember, you were once just like them. You were invested, entertained, and found the show enjoyable. Let them have the chance to have the same experience.

2. Look Over What Went Wrong 

Being media literate is crucial in this day and age and holding your shows accountable for their choices is key to being a good viewer. Did your show lack diversity? Was the writing sexist? Was the plot line repetitive? Ask yourself these questions and pinpoint exactly when the show started to go stale for you and write down your thoughts. You can choose to make your thoughts public on a blog for others to read or keep it to yourself. Either way, it helps shed some light on what went wrong for you and why the show might still be appealing enough to keep it running in to oblivion.

3. Mourn the Loss of Something You Once Loved

It might seem a bit excessive but with so much going on in the real world it can be devastating when something you once took a guilty pleasure in consuming no longer appeals to you. Taking your shoes off after a long days work and tuning in to your favorite show can be just the pick me up a person needs in a world filled with bills and long hours on our feet. When your show grows stale, it’s okay to feel sad about it. Remember the good episodes and cherish the moments that made the show so important to you.

4. Make A Choice

You can either keep watching or tune out entirely. You can look up what happens on the internet to keep track of the plot or let it go entirely. What ever you choose, do what makes you happy. The show once held a lot of importance for you and only you know what it is you still want to keep up with as it continues. 

5. Find Something New

Got a book you always wanted to read? A show you never thought of tackling? Now is the time. Try a few things out and wait to see what hits you. You might be surprised by the outcome with so many choices available. 


Treat it like a break up. A show can mean a lot to us as viewers and leave us with conflicting feelings when it no longer appeals to us the same way it did when the show first aired. But with so many sequels coming out in 2016, it’s easy to say that anything that has come to an end now has a chance of being resurrected (As Told by Ginger, Ghostbusters, Zoolander, ect.) For the shows we hold dear to our hearts, it can be hard to let go when the producers keep pushing it to keep going. So the next time you reach for the TV remote and find yourself mourning the loss of that spark your favorite characters once gave you, make a choice. Be willing to let something go when there is so much still out their waiting to be explored. 

Intro, Kickstarter, and Things To Come

Pardon the dust everyone, this blog has a lot of things going on with it that I don't quite understand yet but I've been trying for months to get this blog running after putting it together about a year ago.

First off, thank you to everyone reading this. I hope you can bare with me while I struggle through figuring out what it is I am even doing. Now that the Hannibal hype has died down I feel the need to use this space in a more professional manner than that of my Tumblr blog. I will be linking articles I write to my Tumblr page as well as any writing or fanfiction I put together.

So as many of my followers might have already discovered, my girlfriend Roseiaghost and I have a comic piece featured in the vividly popular 'Raw Hannibal & Will Fanthology' currently up on Kickstarter.



As a group, we never expected this to take off as fast as it did. If you have not considered picking up a copy, please do! We have raised so much money in the last few days the books are now going to be hardcover. I'm super pumped! And it's all thanks to all of you that we can make such beautiful books.

Here is a small preview of Rose and I's piece:


If you are coming from Tumblr to follow me here, please let me know what you would like to possibly see from me. Also, if there are any mistakes in my posts or things not working on my blog please let me know (this entire thing is going to be a learning experience for me.) 

The next chapter of 'Scraps' should be coming soon as well as several articles including 'Supernatural vs. Hannibal: why you can't compare the two' and 'Anime Conventions in Your Twenties' as well as 'A Very Honest Tell All of my Disney College Program Experience.' I may even attempted art on here once I suck it up and put a pencil to paper. 



About Me


( comic by Rosebarf)


Name: Starling (Kim)

Age: 24

Home Town: Kalamazoo, MI

Kim is a 24 year old writer who specializes in comics, Plays, short stories, fan work, and blogging. She attended Western Michigan University where she recieved a degree in Gender & Women Studies, Film, and Creative Writing. When she isn't collaborating with her amazing partner Rose (Rosieaghost,) she is working as a Practice Support Assistant at Bronson Hospital, swimming, and taking care of their two cats panda and Mini. Her work has been featured in RAW: A Hannibal Fanthology set to be released in May as well as Kalamazoo Playfest, and Western Michigan's New Play Project 2013 & 2014. She is cowriter of 'Smitten Mitten' and the future head writer of her and her partners studio Goul Gardens (name pending.)


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